I found myself inside a large building, where I could not find an exit. Beside me was my Grandmother Maria, she held my hand and told me, “I know the way son, follow me.” We went through countless doors, pathways, staircases, tunnels then finally we arrived to a door that read “EXIT.” As I walked towards it she let go of my hand and said, “I will have to stay here, but you must go.”
I tried to walk towards her but instead I felt a force push me out of the door. I realized my grandmother had already passed away and as I walked outside I heard her voice, she said, “When I was there with you all as a living being, I didn’t get to assist and help you all as much as I would have liked to, but now that I am here, I will guide you and your family. Tell your mother I said, I love her.”
“But, how grandma? How are you going to help us?” I shouted.
“Like this,” she said. At that very moment I saw her arms as if they where mine. They spread open like a bird then her arms became a white crane, the white crane then disappeared as it flew up towards the sky.
I felt a lot of emotion and energy going through me as I stared into the sky, which was filled with reds, magentas, yellows and blues with a hint of intense violet.
“Still working out the attachment situation huh?” a familiar voice asked.
I turned around and saw the Homeless Man. I laughed at his comment as I went up to him to embrace him. As I released him, he kept embracing me and shifted his body so I do the same.
“This feels good right? To give love to yourself?” he asked.
“Yes, I don’t know what’s happened. At one moment in my life I was 17 years old and working diligently at loving myself, free of attachments, being crystal clear from embedding any poison in my mind then from what felt to be a moment to the next, 17 years have passed by. I’m now 34 years old and I can’t seem to recall much of the past 17 years,” I said with some worry in my voice.
“Just know that at a soul level you chose this, you felt that at 17 years old you were too young to have it all figured out. You wanted more life’s lessons to really enrich your soul's experience while on earth. Try not to question it and definitely do not get attached to the idea that you’re a victim.
Lastly, remember that you are not working alone both in the soul level and on earth – you are a part of a soul group, you are meeting not just your needs but everybody’s needs and wants for the betterment of The All. Trust and respect your circumstances,” the Homeless Man said.
“So, just give up and do nothing about my situation,” I reclaimed.
“Now, you’re just being irritable, stop. You must work at it, the purpose of life is to live and work through each experience you have. Don’t start being a flake now, you have much work to do – get it done,” he said firmly.
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I tried to walk towards her but instead I felt a force push me out of the door. I realized my grandmother had already passed away and as I walked outside I heard her voice, she said, “When I was there with you all as a living being, I didn’t get to assist and help you all as much as I would have liked to, but now that I am here, I will guide you and your family. Tell your mother I said, I love her.”
“But, how grandma? How are you going to help us?” I shouted.
“Like this,” she said. At that very moment I saw her arms as if they where mine. They spread open like a bird then her arms became a white crane, the white crane then disappeared as it flew up towards the sky.
I felt a lot of emotion and energy going through me as I stared into the sky, which was filled with reds, magentas, yellows and blues with a hint of intense violet.
“Still working out the attachment situation huh?” a familiar voice asked.
I turned around and saw the Homeless Man. I laughed at his comment as I went up to him to embrace him. As I released him, he kept embracing me and shifted his body so I do the same.
“This feels good right? To give love to yourself?” he asked.
“Yes, I don’t know what’s happened. At one moment in my life I was 17 years old and working diligently at loving myself, free of attachments, being crystal clear from embedding any poison in my mind then from what felt to be a moment to the next, 17 years have passed by. I’m now 34 years old and I can’t seem to recall much of the past 17 years,” I said with some worry in my voice.
“Just know that at a soul level you chose this, you felt that at 17 years old you were too young to have it all figured out. You wanted more life’s lessons to really enrich your soul's experience while on earth. Try not to question it and definitely do not get attached to the idea that you’re a victim.
Lastly, remember that you are not working alone both in the soul level and on earth – you are a part of a soul group, you are meeting not just your needs but everybody’s needs and wants for the betterment of The All. Trust and respect your circumstances,” the Homeless Man said.
“So, just give up and do nothing about my situation,” I reclaimed.
“Now, you’re just being irritable, stop. You must work at it, the purpose of life is to live and work through each experience you have. Don’t start being a flake now, you have much work to do – get it done,” he said firmly.
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