As we are getting into bed, Galaxy asked me to tell her a story. So a little background on this - Every night Galaxy asks me to tell her a story - well more like talk to her about the party we are going to have for her. I am not kidding you, we organize this party on a daily basis.. lol – everything from party hats, invitations the type of food that will be served – I mean everything. (More about this on a later date)
Well as we discuss this amongst ourselves we are cuddling and making our way into dreamland. It is a great feeling that I would dilute if I tried to describe it. Anyhow, maybe ten minutes in, we are both out – sleeping and snoring the whole nine.
It must have been 9:30pm if that.
At 1:30am I hear a noise and I immediately wake up, I look around while trying to adjust my sight and the little I can see, I make out a figure wearing a cloak coming at me – I blink a couple of times and try to get a better focus – its Irene making her way to the bathroom. lol Her long hair in the dark looked like a person wearing a cloak with a hood. That startled me .. lol . and woke me up.
Irene came back to bed and said she was not sleepy. So we did what every couple does in their spare time – we cuddled.
As we are cuddling I get an idea and I ran off to type it out in my studio. The idea or note had to do with my 1 page a day that I’m currently writing. I loosely typed on my computer – “Years ago my brother went to jail – I wish I was there to get him out or at the very least keep him company.”
Well at this point its 2:30am and I’m wide-awake. I feel like I opened a channel to my past because as I lay in bed, a lot of memories started surfacing of moments where I wish I could of done things different and or been present to aid in any way possible. Countless dark memories flooded my mind but I remembered that I needed to maintain positive – I was going into my 4th day of the being Positive exercise.
So I turned up my positivity, forgiveness and love. I thanked, I asked for forgiveness, I forgave and I shared my love with those many people I have encountered in my past and hurt and or was not available for them at one point of need. The more memories that unfolded, the more I was happy and grateful for the experience. Then, slowly my mind started to get clear.
I felt so thirsty afterwards that I made my way to the kitchen to drink some water. I looked at the time it read – 4:00am
I’m happy I kept to my promise, to be up at 4:00am lol. But I finally made it back to bed and slept like an angel.
If you thought of me last night or today in the morning, it was just my spirit expressing my love and gratitude towards our friendship.
Day 4 of Being Positive.